Rudy & Sudyono

Title: CARE & CONCERN
Date: Thursday, January 28, 2010
Time:9:27 PM

Hie peeps. How are You? feeling fine & healthy? cool keep it up. Dont let anything control or stop you from goin' through. Its from the heart not the mind. So what i been up to? Well im much happier now, everybody been asking about am i attached? r u attach Rudy? With Who? A Girl or A Guy? Questions over Questions. But i said nothing & smile.

Well Question over Question Answer here I answer. I'm not in any relationship or dating anyone. I been single for nearly 3 years now. And within these years , it has taught me alot about love & war. I been hearing stories from my friends about their relationship, love life story. Break Up - MAke up thats so the basic step when it come to RS! Arguement, Figthing, 3rd party, Unfaithful and etc. I Guess what make this relationship not strong enuf is all relies on the heart of the person.

How to work things up?
How to Solve problem when it arise?

WHat a Human need is CARE & CONCERN people! We need attention & motivation from our love ones to carry out our daily routine. A simple message is enough to boast up our day. If U dont CARE why at the first place be in a relationship because your friends in a RS also? Dont push yourself if you're not ready. Give Yourself TIME & Dont rush on LOVE! Show your CARE & CONCERN, TRUST & how much you really mean to him/her then start thingS one at a time. Dont need to WORRY about "if i DONT get you i will lose you" cause at the end of the day if that person is meant for you it will be meant for you.

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Title: IM STRONG
Date: Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Time:6:20 PM

I wrote a new song title "Im Strong" its about fighting with your anger management & your past. Basically its about Love & War!

SongWriter: Rudy Sudyono
Song: Im Strong

Verse 1
I Lick the Gun
When im done
Feeling lost
But i aint feeling guilty
You better run
'Cause i wont entertain
Everything that you please me

Every fucker dont need respect
Hope for a Plan and a second chance
There's open door and it says
Pack your bag and its time to leave me

Chorus
Im ready to go
Put the past all behind me
Im ready to show
all the anger inside me

But now im strong
(for my own life)
You wont be able to pull me down
(I pull you down)
Til the rest of your day you'll still down
(I shoot you down)
Down
Down

Verse 2
I say my pray
Close my eyes
Hoping all, everything would leave me
You gotta stop coming back
Cause i wont be waiting to greet pig

Every bloody words that you said to me
All the fucking lie that i had believe
There's open door and it says
Pack your bag and its time to leave me

Chorusx2

I lick your gun
When you lost
Cause it seem
to be the ending

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Title: F O
Date: Monday, January 25, 2010
Time:2:20 PM

I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT U ANYMORE!

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Title: PROMISE
Date: Saturday, January 23, 2010
Time:1:22 AM

Writer/Singer: Rudy Sudyono
Song: Promise

Verse 1

I wont disturb your life
a promise i made to myself
I wont break your relationship
a trouble im getting away
But you have to promise me
that im not your used to be boyfriend

Chorus

'cause you leave me for his own hand
and i truly respected it
even though the pain still hurt me much

Don't you worry about me
DOn't you regret the decision you have made
'cause he's the one you love and
Don't ever neglected his love

Verse 2

I won't be sad
a promise i made to myself
I will delete our photos
'cause it will bring back memories
But you promise me not to hurt his feeling
'cause i believe he's the one for you
and i could see that.

Chorus*

Bridge

We could be friends (i be your bestfriend)
We can till meet up (with him by your side)
I promise to be happy and
I know i will (dont you worry)

Chorus*

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Title: I MISS U, U MISS ME?
Date: Thursday, January 21, 2010
Time:6:45 PM

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Title: I HATE YOUR SILENT
Date: Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Time:8:21 PM

I HATE YOUR SILENT!
I HATE YOUR ATTITUDE!
I HATE YOUR HEART!
I HATE YOUR PHOTOS!
I HATE YOUR BULLSHIT!
I HATE YOUR WORDS!
I HATE YOUR LIES!
I HATE YOUR PRETENDS!
I HATE YOUR KINDNESS!
I HATE YOUR TRUENESS!
I HATE YOUR SINCERITY!
I HATE YOUR SMILE!
I HATE YOUR MESSAGES!
I HATE YOUR SILENT!
I HATE YOUR SILENT!
I HATE YOUR SILENT!
I HATE YOUR SILENT!
I HATE YOUR SILENT!

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Title: Love Rudy
Date: Sunday, January 17, 2010
Time:12:59 AM

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Title: Truth About Myself
Date: Saturday, January 16, 2010
Time:5:58 PM

Name: Sudyono Bin Salleh
Family name: Rudy

Im half Indonesian
Born: April 04 1988 (Singapore)
Sibling: 3rd out of 5
Currently Staying: Hougang Ave 1
Status: Single for 3 years (tell me about it)

What i like: Love Dancing, Love Simple yet memorable things. I love Fashion, Love Dressing Up.
WHat i dont like: Unfaithful things, Liars, Heart pain

DO i Smoke/Drink?: I dont Smoke!, Drink Occasionally only during certain events.

What people think about me: Well I got lots of negative comments about me! they are confused of my sexuality. Haha Tell me about it! Well Only my closes Friends/Best friends knows me better who i am. Why i care about people says, do i own them a living. Keep on gossiping til they're tired of it! im Fine & Cool!

I can be very Crazy, Out of Control person. But im a very loving, caring and understanding person. Im shy by nature so dont say im arrogant, "action" im just dont know how to start that's all.

Love cheering up & making a person happy and that will also make me feel happy too.
And Ofcus I accept a person for who they are!

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Title: U want it
Date: Thursday, January 14, 2010
Time:9:02 PM

Writer/Singer: Rudy
Song: U Want it

Chorus
I be your boy tonight
Is that’s what u like
I follow your instruction
Not gonna turn back
I make u feel right
Is that’s what u like
There’s no need to talk
I do what you like
I do it

Verse 1
You see
I feel
The touch of my indulgence
I kiss your lips
Is not the way i touch it
I strip my undies off me
Do it
Like we never do it before

Bridge
Cause I want u put your hands on
Is that’s alright is that’s okay
Cause I want u make me feel right
Is that’s alright is that’s okay

Chorus*
I feel it
U feel it
I... I...want it.
I...I... bet you want it

Verse 2
Now don’t you stop
It’s time to get intimate
Turn on the lights
And see what u've been doing
But now don’t touch me
Cause i want to make you feel like
we were dancing
cause you are my baby

Bridge*

Chorus*

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Title: THANKS GOD I FOUND U
Date: Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Time:7:52 PM

So this is how it feel after the storm is over. Heartache and Pain. I couldnt control my emotion yesterday night. It was a silent night with a mix of everything. THis is the cause of a fragile heart!

I guess after those tears drop i felt much better and i have to say its a way i get away from emotion and able me to breathe once again.

THANKS to those around me who have light up my life every day! The smile on their faces really makes me so happy and i really thankful to have them.

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Title: Sebagai Teman (Just a Friend)
Date: Sunday, January 10, 2010
Time:7:50 PM

Hi Peepz! Muak haha Ok im insane! How U doing On this Lovely Sunday??! Time fly fast huh! what to do ! TOmorrow resume back to hell i guess. Ok Sunday like the same evry week! TOday wake up early like 945am! Usually i would wake up 12 or 1pm. Maybe my body is fully charged!

No one at home just my maid and myself! the rest went JB!, out to town! Mum didnt cook today~! just ate keropok. wanted to fried rice! but hate to dirty the kitchen!

Did revision for Monday UT! and all the way Face Booking, Youtubing!

Ok i love this malay song Sang by Malaysian & Indonesian Divas: Siti Nurhaliza & Krisdayanti!

Its from their new Duet album! I love all the songs! especially this song: i been keep repeating it song for over 4 hours !!.

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Title: She Knows Better
Date:
Time:12:39 AM

Writer: Rudy

Song: She knows better

Verse 1

Im standing here

Watching you walk out of the door

Im screaming here

as im slamming out that glass door

You dont have to run

if u're on the right side

and i dont need no explanation

cause you have lost your chance

Chorus

You dont even know my heart

(but she knows better)

You dont even hold me tight

(but she does it better)

You know even say my name

(but she never stop)

when you walk out that door

that very same night

Verse2

I losing my trust

on a one night stand

Cause i do love you

when you walk out of my sight

But you drive me mad

pushes me beyond my imaginary side

Now im caught between damage and lies

guess i should have control my emotional mind.

Chorus*

Bridge

I dont love her

But i still kiss her

She open her heart

But i turn it down

I should'v never play with her feeling

But you force me and i cant denied

she knows me better than you ever know

Chorus* x2

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Title: NOW UR GONE!
Date: Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Time:8:32 AM

Writer: Rudy Sudyono
Song: Now Ur Gone

Verse 1
Another love game

Another fight

Im sick and tired of your lies

Should have never trust you from the start (oh no)

You said that im the one who'd change

Behind me you are playing flame

So why must im the one who get the blame

Chorus

Oh oh Now you're gone

There's nothing else i want

Stop begging over

There's nothing left to hold

Look what you have done

Your negelcting my heart

Now its gone

Nothing left for you to stay now

Verse 2

Another call

same everyday

I pick it up with a silent tone

So tell me what 's there for you to say to me

I putting all my trust on you

So this is what i get from you

Just tell me what i am suppose to do

To leave you is what i have to do

Chorus* x2

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Title: WELCOMING 2010
Date: Saturday, January 2, 2010
Time:12:00 PM

Its 2010 a brand new year to celebrate! I Guess it’s Gonna be a same year again! A better or worse year maybe. I don’t want be another year of crying! Cause I’m tired of it! I’m serious

Is it true the more rich you are the more an idiot u will be. I don’t know~! I guess people will not realize it! And what made me more sad if u yourself don’t have a feel of sympathy for others! It just will hurt me much! It’s hard to be me. People think I used money to enjoy and spend it like nobody business, but they don’t know me I use it to buy my own happiness. Sometime I have to make myself feel happy so I will not feel sad! What I am Sad about? Humans around me! I don’t know who I live for! But I know I belong to me. I have a fragile heart, and it can be easily broken with just a simple mean word. This blog is my only open diary. It’s a heart to heart sharing.

But overall I’m happy with my life.

Ps: Save me from the dark, grant my wish so I could smile again without faking it.

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