Rudy & Sudyono

Title: MOO DY
Date: Thursday, May 28, 2009
Time:3:31 PM

Okay Today im stuck at home, Self Declare Holiday! ANd i hate the weather here its dark not so sunny bright. ANd usually dis type of weather will change my mood. and even more im listening to Tatu's song "30 Minutes". SO EMO and my imagination run wild, thinking about the past..haiz. LIFE!

Enough Crying, too tired.

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Title: FREAKY CLASSMATE
Date: Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Time:2:16 PM

Hahah okay i love my class W66D; we are VERY crazy, loose mind and HArdcore people. Every Each of US 100% got these "disease". Dis Disease is VERY dangerous, once you get no medicine to cure. WOrse than Aids and HIV. United people LOL.

We love JOKEs, not just normal joke but Extreme lamest & Out Of COntrol one. We love moaning in class. No One can stop us even the facilitators CANNOT DO ANYTHING! we r the ITE(s).

But all that LAME & WILD moments, we r Clever Student.

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Title: U GOT MISS ME?
Date: Monday, May 25, 2009
Time:10:50 AM

okay Im so Sorrie for not updating blog for few days.. Awww there's lots i gotta share with you all. really a MUST! okay first about my RP talent!! It was a scrap out. last Friday i went to the audition room, waited and waited til i notice WHY there's noone at the room. then i on my laptop and check my school email. F U C K, the audition was last friday on the 15th. my heart was like in pain and they sent me another email saying " we r aware that you couldn't make it for the audition on friday but there will be a final audition on monday and pls bring your form" oh shit I MISSED two audiiton DATE!! Bloodly stupid me! so YAYA thought on friday 22nd! Haiz there goes my dream! okay since there's no audiiton for me, i will record down a live performance of me singing and dancing to Toxic. okay.!!

Second: hmmm ... I love baby!

Thirdly: DIs week will be the last week of school then 2 weeks HOLIDAY! awww.... so can't wait! there's lots of plan running on my mind! There's Hip Hop Camp, and others i cannot say here. or i dye.

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Title: REHERSAL: MIC 1 2 3 STEP 4 5 6
Date: Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Time:5:26 PM

Basically Today just stay at home and doing rehersal for my Friday Audition. Its HArd to Sing and Dance at the same time! VERY VERY HARD! scared!! out of pitch. I need to put my soul and brain together. And the Song Toxic really VERY challenging! The Choreography is straight forward but there's alot of turning that eventually i change it to my own move.

Okay i love BABY! awww.

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Title: RUDY's SIGNATURE POSE
Date: Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Time:2:41 PM

Class very FUCKed UP! i mean the Faci. WALAU! "23&()+*(178%%%%(#U()"

oKAY WHEREAS todays lesson is Fun haha! Its was during second break when Haida, ALia and myself were eating inside the empty class, next to our class. SUDDENLY, i heard Girls shouting my name "Rudy!, RUdy!, Rudy! COme out take Picture" i was like erhhmmm okay! haha.. Bunch of my girl classmates was like posing with their body curving, twisting and bending. Ouch so Funny and Cute! Wonder what they are posing as??? LOL they were imitating on how i usually pose for the camera, using the body, hand gesture, head, eye contact! and wild imgagination. ANd they name it Rudy's Pose! Ouch so honoured!

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Title: SECRET IS TOXIC
Date: Monday, May 18, 2009
Time:2:07 PM

okay This Friday i will be Going for the RP Talent 2009 Audition in School. Wow Im VERY nervous rite now. Let me reveal the secret performance for the audition. Im Goin Sing Toxic by Britney Spears, duh ofcus its gonna be a male version. Plus I will be dancing and singing at the same time. I wanna rock that stage. Prop will be using Blindfold for part of the song. Okay basically if u wanna know how exactly the performance will be .Here's a link:

"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-XCL_4tu-Q&feature=related"

so how it is hot or not, girlish or freaky. But what matter is the talent to perform. and be difference . I wanna showcase something that is enjoyable, spectacular, dynamic and also CRAZY!! its my stage so welcome to the show. Pray for me, that i'll make it to the audition round aite. Thanx

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Title: I SMELL NEW BABY
Date: Sunday, May 17, 2009
Time:12:10 PM

Im so Excited to see my new born niece! she's so cute from the picture my brother snap using his HP. She's got small chinese eyes and fair skin. ouch just like me when i was born. i look like ang moh u know very redish! Even my auntie say to my mum "Is That your child". Hello duh Ofcus lah! . . . .

i update later again hor after the visit.

Pictures

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Title: HAPPY
Date: Saturday, May 16, 2009
Time:9:00 AM

Ouch! Tomorrow Sunday (17th MAy) would be 2weeks since i launched my bloG! and Unexpectedly its Over 800 people viewed my blog. I wonder who r those people! Hmmm.. My Classmate told me she read my blog everyday. Hmm i wonder what attract those viewers about my bloG. Is it about the difference photos i post everyday or it is about the stories that i shared each day.

But what matter is im so HAPPY and want to Thank U; 2 Each and Every one of U of have viewed my humble blog! DO Visit Everyday, because there's always something new to share. From Heart to HEart.

Today im Out to "Somewhere"! Practicin my solo performance! wit RDN. but after that not sure but there's always last min plan or pop out plan i have to say. Maybe watching Movie, See how lorh!

Im Out!: love. From Rudy Sudyono

Update later at Night!

Updated again 11:45PM

Okay just came back from DOwnTown East, WatchinG Movie with AfiQ,"The Uninvited" Okay i loved the story line very suspendsss and so the tragic. But first went to Fish & Co to eat. Bought ourselves two set meal each! BLOODY HUNGRY but not really too full,... packed fish & chips for movie Munch Munch treat. AFIQ was so scared of the suspends part, especially during all the scene when the sound effect begin to "GEt loud" Hahaha. Caught ya! Cover his Face with cap.

Met Aira, Huifen, Anais and Elsa at Down Town East! Bitching around i guess at the beach!

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Title: PINKDOT
Date: Friday, May 15, 2009
Time:9:00 AM

Happy Friday people! Having a Great Day for sure ! !

Okay Im Gonna Share Wit U all what's Goin On Tomorrow SATURDAY!

There's a Campaign Goin On! wonder what campaign??? Well its a campaign for those who support the freedom of LGBT Singaporean. LGBT stands for (Lesbian, Gay, Bi-sexual and Tran-sexual) Well its not only for these people to support each other but people like me, U and all the Straight Open -minded People around Singapore.

Venue: The field at Hong Lim ParK

Time: 4:30PM

What to wear: Pink (hat, shade, sunglassess, caps and accessories recommended)

What to expect?: Pink Umbrella will be provided with a donation, photo taking!

Let me share with You about these people:

Well i got lots of Gay-bi-Les Friends around Singapore, and i have to say they are Unique creatures. Meaning they are friendly and Fun people to be with! Yes im not Lying U can ask those who think the same way as i am. They are Human like us too, if we don't support them who else?.. Right! So don't think "rubbish about them" because they can be better than a normal human.

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Title: HATING ON THURSDAY.. MAYBE NOT
Date: Thursday, May 14, 2009
Time:9:00 AM

I hate Thursday! ! Because of the Module lesson ! No Time to Eat! No Cam WHorinG in Class! JusT Work Work & Work like SOcial Escort! (random) lol. haiZ! Other than That i donno what to write.. hmmm probably later i will updated again (FOR SURE)!

aite come again later!

Updated Again(6:30 PM)

Okay im back ..Today's lesson is AWESOME! Unexpected! My Faci as usual change attitutde today ."Hmmm i think, i don't know why lah"haha! Im so happy with my performance today and make sure i got A and also my dearest Team. ok hor!

Hmmm..probably tonight or tomorrow i will receive a GOOD news! Yahoo my Sister gonna deliver her first daughter! Yippie and total i already have 2 nephews and 2 nieces and im already becoming UNCLE!.. Hmmm I love kids! especially baby Girl! they are cute. WHy i say so take a look at my niece!

During free time i would straighten her hair with hair straightener, Put on her best dresses and took her photos, change clothes, redohair and take photo again. im training her to become a MODEL haha!

ohya and she's only 2years plus! She's VERY vain okay! she choose her own clothes when going out! and she's only wear her night princess gown to bed! no short allowed hor. I guess i spoil her LOL! here's a photo of her and take a look what i did to her hair! VERY VOGUE AND FIERCE>>>

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Title: 13th MAY 2009
Date: Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Time:2:00 PM

Ouch Today Wake LAte! Holiday hehe.. i loike. Okay YEsterday after school was damn Tired! Reach home ate 2 slice of pizza and 3 chicken drumsticks from PizzaHut! Then i took my song writing book out and wrote a new song "My heart". Ouch its been long tyme since i last wrtting! FYI i have already written 35 songs. Here are some of songs:

Body breathe: Untouchable: U Got me wronged: Treated me: Is he the reason: More than he could give: I'm Sorry: Should have make u stay: Here with me: Fly like a bird: Age ain't matter but number: Never again: Take a bow: Mr & Mrs: Cry: Touch & Go: 12 43 am: We build relationship not enemy: Love me or love me more: SEXY: and etc.

(new song) My heart [lyric]

Verse 1

Even though far apart

But your name never i stop calling

Enough to keep me from the teary eyes await me ahead

Not even stars above and flashing lights could cheer me up

Only the touch of your hand could make me feel you again

Bridge

Fighting deep inside the feeling hurts my sorrow

If only you come back to fix the missing hole

Chorus

Im so happy when you arrive

You always light up my heart

Don't ever you leave me

I cannot face it

with the pain right deep inside

*Sorry for the grammar mistake (need to brush up the line again)

Lastly: i made to it HIp HOp Audition! Yahoo!!

and lastly! Thanx to Nafisah she remind me; i wrote a song for my friend CINDY called "Handcuff me". its all completed the beat, rhymes plus the lyrics just waiitng to be played on air HAHA! its a BOOM music!

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Title: TUESDAY FREAKSHOW
Date: Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Time:12:01 PM

okay! TUesday! ! ! My class classmate vote me for RP Talents 2009! okay lol every anxious ! i will need to sing and dance! lol Very Very Scary Merry Strawberry.. I don't know what to sing its been long time since i involve in singing industry haha! I like Justin timberlake, i like shayne wards, i like Craig David..arh!! what song??? i got no time! the person would call me anytime dis week!!

Shit lah! and one more thing the Hip Hop Audition not yet published lah! walau! 90 of them hd been selected but only 50 plus will be choosen! i wander if im among the 90 people!!hehe

Wed is Holiday! I mean Evry Wed is Holiday! so i wanna sleep! Sick and tired of waking up early and travel all the way to Woodland! haiz if only got people fetch me to sch! that would be great!

I miss DancinG! i wanna remove & stripped (random)!always!

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Title: MY ALL
Date: Monday, May 11, 2009
Time:9:30 AM

Okay today i wanna talk about my personal favourite!: My Favourite Song all time!

Artist: Mariah Carey

Song: My all

Why am i so crazy, addicted, out of control about dis song: Well i guess any song would captured your heart if ONLY it leave an impact in your life! I Guess My all is a very beautiful song, from the lyrics, melody and her beautiful strong voice! and you can feel it with your ONLY heart.

For me: The moment i heard My all.. i feel kinda (relax, sentimental, and emotion,)

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Verse 1

I am thinking of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight

If it's wrong to love you

Then my heart just won't let me be right

'Cause I've drowned in you

And I won't pull through

Without you by my side

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Have you ever wonder, how does it feels like to love someone that you trust and put on hope.

To see the smile on your face everyday and keep on thinking of that someone

but when you know that its all over and leave you aside

without a feel of goodbye but a heart full of broken parts

And it took 5 years to forget that someone! ! !

and now the heart is free, would you ever want to fall in love again

Hoping & cross your fingers that it will never repeat twice!

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Title: HAPPY MOTHERS DAY
Date: Sunday, May 10, 2009
Time:12:13 AM

Its SUnday meaning Happy Mother's Day to my lovely mom Samaniah Mahmud!

A letter for U:

You filled my days with rainbow lights,Fairytales and sweet dream nights,A kiss to wipe away my tears,Gingerbread to ease my fears. You gave the gift of life to meAnd then in love, you set me free.I thank you for your tender care,For deep warm hugs and being there. I hope that when you think of meA part of youYou'll always see.

I LOVE U MOM!

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Title: !SATURDAY SLUTTY OUTING!
Date: Saturday, May 9, 2009
Time:10:42 PM

OKAY! today went out with the Girlz! Yea Its been quite a while since our last meeting! Ohya we watch "THE RAMEN GIRL" Funny!! i like u noe!

After that had our meal: When to fountain and took photos, make a movie. But through out the days we like "SPOTTING THE NOD". Haha! poor sholeha she trying her best to find and spot the nod! (Wander what is Spot the Nod) lol ask me!!

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Title: ENTER THE RING OF FIRE
Date: Friday, May 8, 2009
Time:9:12 AM

Its FridaY! I love it so Much! Speechless! I dont know why but i like it! haha siow hehe

Haiz! yesterday i couldnt sleep. i dont know why what i know is that i was smilling and smilling! haha til i force myself to sleep! Okay can someone tell what is that sign mean?? Hmmm..

Whateva lah hor!

I been getting lots of comments about myself!! from my fellow friends!

One of the bonus question: "Rudy what happen to you!, You are so differ now" "Im so worried about you"

Okay People! let me tell you lah hor! okay i admit im a total differ person now ,compare to 3 years ago! i guess now im 21! and i think i need to expose myself, what i mean is gain experiences! I wanna do what i wanna do! i don't care what others think and say! This is me now! i will stand up for my rights! Life is just like in a circus!

So if i wanna stripped, pose naked! that's my willingness! haha

and ofcus i know there's limit to everything!

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Title: CENTER OF ATTRACTION
Date: Thursday, May 7, 2009
Time:10:00 AM

Okay Yesterday went for Hip Hop Audition! held in School! OMG we are given 8 8 routine, 4- 8 for B BOY move and 3 -8 for Hip Hop Move! OMG i love it lah! EVryone in the Room were so "Kan CHong Spider"(Correct??anyhow spell only) Oh ya before that! i met this guy name "AMIN" for the first time. A new friend of mine. haha he also used to be in a dance group before! and he just came to RP. a year 1 student!. We practice like hell lah! sweating like PIG! but i always maintain my looks! i mean my hair haha! Given an 1hr to pratice and at 7:15PM the audition start... FREAKING HELL! so nervous! my number is M30!!

At 8PM is our turn we dance in a group of 8!

We need to dance 3 time and the third one continue with our own Freestyle!!

There's 3 routines, the first and second one is okay but when it come to the third one everything wen smoothly until the rest look at me because they forgot their steps n try to follow me . Guess what i was too nervous that i forgot my steps too. arHHHH! shiT

haha (wanna know what i did) I shocked dis one of the hip hop members.

i did wave, shaking abit of locking and i grind on the floor! and krump none stop! haha Crazy sia!

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Title: BEHIND THE CIRCUS CURTAIN
Date: Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Time:12:00 PM

arh! Terrible day yesterday! Im so emotional right now, so sad that i cried yesterday like i lost my another life! Thinking about it make me wanna cry even more! i could go crazy anytime! I HATE "378de#@%28". I love my Mummy so Much!! I wander what would i do without her!

okay who i been cursing, and swearing??! my big Brother!! Because of soccer socks he "spitting fire" in the house. Shouted at mom! arh! so BLOODY ANGRY! fcuk!.. then i said back;"can you keep quiet!!?" and he was like shouting at me! wanting to beat me! WTF! and mum was defending me! He's attitude is getting worse! NEVER CHANGED! from last time. haiz ! Married somemore! in less than 2 week gonna be a father!. haiz!

I was too sad! when he shouted at mom! my heart PAIN!! OMG! stabbed my heart!arghhh.

Okay don't wanna talk about it! haiz need to go back to school later for Hip Hop audition! im nervous! haha!...

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Title: FOR THE RECORD: LACE & LEATHER
Date: Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Time:10:21 AM

I GUess! Im done TalkinG about my everyday Life! What i do in school and what i eat! i wanna Go Straight! I wanna STRIPPED down! to the real me! reflect my personality as much as possible, desiring nothing superficial, no hype, no gloss just me Stripped!

About me: For all who been asking! wondering! Whispering!

Two side of me! Lace & Leather

Lace: The soft side of me

Okay since i was born i'm naturally soft, not that soft soft so lady girly soft. Just there's feminine side of me! I don't play soccer or any balls game! i love taking care of my apperance, looking sloopy is not in my dictionary! NO NO! i took more time to get ready than a girl! 1hr and half everyday to school! Wait what i did to myself! i straighten my hair, spray my hair, make sure my clothes is clean, NO! crumple! and is fully IRON ( haha okay that's my maid job on ironing my clothes). Sometime im stress too!!!VERY! I think keeping my self organized is GOOD! as i grew older, i wanna maintain my standard the way i look and BE a successful career man.

Leather: The Firm side of me

Well for those who don't know me! Im a Strict and firm person too hor! Well don't mess with me! im a good Fighter! U think this is Funny or some kind of Joke! Well ITS NOT!! i have my own dignity! Those who wanna say NASTY BITCHY SLUTTY things about me! Straight to my Face!

Im good at discipline people! Im a Good Leader! (im not talking BIG) just being true and honest!

So having LAce & Leather is Good! I can feel the emotion of a woman and also be the man that i am! Im good at touching hearts! Because heart are not meant to be hurt! It need to be cared and loved!

PS: LOve one Not two, find one and be true, if you find one that truly love you, stick to that like glue, love long stay longer, cherish more will last forever

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Title: PMS MONDAY
Date: Monday, May 4, 2009
Time:11:10 AM

Okay! Its MondaY! so its PMS day for me! Today's lesson about Data System: SQL Query Browser. Walau! Blur! Blur like sexy sotong haha! NO time for Breakfast and lunch only ate 1 peanut butter waffle! well i need to lose 5kg. i need my 65kg weight back!!

Update LAter aite! Gonna CONCENTRATE!! i need a good Grade Today!!

Part 2 (updated at 3:02 PM)

OMG! Presentation is SUCK cock!!! i I screwed!! NeverMind at least a B for today! this is what i did during Presentation hours.. CAM WHORING!! F.U.N!

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Title: THE SPOTLIGHT SUNDAY
Date: Sunday, May 3, 2009
Time:10:30 AM

Good Moaning! i mean morning!!

Waking up early today because my twin neices's wedding today!hah Yes Twins! Cool Ryte! Still planning what to wear! Pink, baby blue or Grey long sleeve? Okay i m stresss! no wander i got MIGRANE for 1 week straight arhhh... damn!

I need to learnt how to relax myself! i need a break, chill out. Hmmm. CAN U HELP ME?

Tomorrow Monday.: Need to Bring Stupid Thermometer!! 2 School!Stupid FLU I hate U! (Wah it rhymes) Okay L.A.M.E! haha Okay that's for now!

Part 2 (Updated on 9:38 PM)

OUch!! SO Tired! Wedding Wedding Wedding! It was super Grand! (Full Stop)

Ohya! Just Now after the ceremony, went home.. so on the way home ask sister to drop me at KOVAN MALL! I need to Buy Thermometer!! for Tomorrow! Arhhh!! From Watson, to Pharmacy then Cold Storage! FCUK all no Stock!! Hello how about me! I also need one! Still not happy walk all the way home and went to Watson at my house area! STill NO STOCK! I was sweating like after SEX! (random: still a virgin hor) SO ANGRY!.went back home! Start Searching! AND FINALLY I FOUND ONE INSIDE MY BROTHER's OLD PENCIL BOX!

so happy! now im eating one of dis purple icing cup cake that mummy took home! Ouch yummy baby!! dripping down my lips..melting! haha so wrong lah!

ok see ya soon! pretty soon ! i need my Virgin sleep! More Hot stories coming up dis week!!

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Title: CIRCUS OPENING: THE FIRST SHOW
Date: Saturday, May 2, 2009
Time:11:50 PM

Finally after months and months of delay!! My First dream Blog is on Air! haha I know i'm a bit, erhmm damn too late for this blog thingy! Dis Blog is for those people who requested me to start blogging! BEgging me! okay!hehe

I love Circus so Much that i use it as my Theme Blog!

SO R U READY TO CRACK SOME WHIPPED?

More HOT stories coming Up!! About me , About you, and About us!

STAY TUNE!! Btw pls leave your comment

Photo by: Studio Inc

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