arh! Terrible day yesterday! Im so emotional right now, so sad that i cried yesterday like i lost my another life! Thinking about it make me wanna cry even more! i could go crazy anytime! I HATE "378de#@%28". I love my Mummy so Much!! I wander what would i do without her!

okay who i been cursing, and swearing??! my big Brother!! Because of soccer socks he "spitting fire" in the house. Shouted at mom! arh! so BLOODY ANGRY! fcuk!.. then i said back;"can you keep quiet!!?" and he was like shouting at me! wanting to beat me! WTF! and mum was defending me! He's attitude is getting worse! NEVER CHANGED! from last time. haiz ! Married somemore! in less than 2 week gonna be a father!. haiz!

I was too sad! when he shouted at mom! my heart PAIN!! OMG! stabbed my heart!arghhh.

Okay don't wanna talk about it! haiz need to go back to school later for Hip Hop audition! im nervous! haha!...